2025 9-18 [world-model]
violet a

i can imagine anything i want (obviously) but there's this deeper level of imagining where the associations are automatic and i dont have to do any storytelling, and that seems to be pretty set by my unconscious, i dont know how or if i even should try to make that more malleable
like... my "inner world" is able to develop there, i've been trying to build things there but the laws of physics are pretty much exactly like our laws of physics, am i using my world model? i tried to make a world but it seems outside of the default space provided to me-
i need to actually craft it, i need to actually start from scratch technologically speaking and then get to the point where i could manipulate reality as if i could manipulate REAL reality, do i need to find a crack in my world model????

i have to put myself in such a deep trance to use this though, i have to be seeing inside my head first of all which is already a meditative feat for me, overriding my [eyes stream], and then i have to become incredibly massive, i fold in on myself

i think im accessing my predictive model of reality